Here I am

Here I am
At home all alone in this cold Febuary morning thinking of you
But do you even care?

Here I am
Missing you like crazy, even though I try not to
But do you even miss me?

Have you forgotten me already?
Do you ever think of the times we spend together?
Are you ever reminded of me by little things here and there?
Or have you erased all your memories of me from your mind?

Friends say I need to move on
I am trying and I think I am making progress
But even when I try and keep myself busy
Every morning when I wake up, and every night before I fall asleep
You’re the only thing on my mind.

I try and I try
But I can’t help it
Oh what am I to do?

So here I am
Helpless and handicapped
Hoping to rise from my ashes
Just like a phoenix.